Dear psychic what should i do?

my old pastor made me have with a dog because back in the day i killed a family and when i was ask i lied and said i did not do it and he went to jail for a year for me and know i have to kill my family said the Lord but that guy tells everyone not to tell me that i am i go to the er for help and they lie to me how and i sup to have dogs for kids what should i do please help 8-12-79