I need sound advise I feel so desperate should I continue living?

I think you should come to the lord and stop living in the gay lifestyle and get away from your family(If you can't afford to avoid them I manage to avoid mine) . If you refuse the advice I give than I say go ahead and do it it won't effect me or anyone else here it maybe illegal but it won't be like your hurting anyone and you wouldn't have to deal with all the bad parts of your life. No more being gay No more annoying family boom just like that it's gone. I mean you can't change your family but you can change who you are for the better. anyway if you want to kill yourself it's up to you our advice isn't going to change anything it will only change your mindset but what does that matter if you still live with the same sucky family? and have to walk around being gay?